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Maia Szalavitz's avatar

I'm probably one of the people they think have "fake" autism because I'm socially warm. What that hides is that I had intense sensory and emotional overload starting from early childhood— so much so that my mom took me to see a child psychiatrist when I was 3 in 1968. (no one did that then!) Unbeknownst to me at the time, I was diagnosed with ADHD and "hyperesthesia"— known to me I was diagnosed as "gifted" because I was reading at 3 also. I didn't like to be touched, had repetitive compulsive behaviors that I sought to hide and didn't like change. I took everything literally; before puberty, I was focused almost exclusively on ideas and reading and my particular obsessions (scifi and opera) rather than people. Was bullied, excluded etc until I realized that being obsessed with drugs was an obsession other people my age did share. What would you call that if not autism spectrum disorder? Should the spectrum be divided by IQ, even though it's really difficult to actually test in severe cases even if it may actually be high? I don't know. All I know is that being diagnosed with OCD, ADHD, depression, various addictions and even once bipolar made far less sense to me than having an underlying condition of autism via which oversensitivity led to self medication via repetitive behavior and obsessive interests and later, drugs. (And thanks Awais for your contributions to the piece I wrote about this for the New York Times, which can be found here: https://www.nytimes.com/2026/10/05/opinion/mental-health-diagnosis-labels.html?unlocked_article_code=1.GVE.80Ex.FmHG28JTFoLI&smid=url-share )

Joe Shirley's avatar

If the ground keeps moving beneath our feet, maybe we're not actually standing on "ground." What is it like to be Holden Thorp or Uta Frith? We really have no clear idea of that, and until we gain the ability to train subjects in how to bring disciplined, high-resolution, precise observation to their first-person subjective experience in a way that enables us to actually discern patterns that stand firm, we have no good maps. Our current diagnostic categories are not good maps.

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